Prominent Zimbabwean socialite and entrepreneur, Felistas Murata popularly known as Mai Titi has posted a suicidal note similar to that of the late South African singer Ricky Rick.

In a lengthy Facebook post, Mai Titi thanked all her supporters for always supporting her during the good and bad times.

At the end of the post, Mai Titi wrote: “I WILL RETURN STRONGER THAN EVER:”

Below is the full note:

Felistas Murata Popularly Known As Mai Titi Posts Suicidal Note!

Good morning fam.

I want to thank you all for being a part of my journey since you started knowing me till date. You have been with me when I was down and under. When I was rising and achieving you celebrated with me. You cried with me in my pains and laughed along with me in my joyful moments.

It takes a lot to carry a heavy load but still move nomatter how heavy and it takes a lot to smile even when you are in the deepest pain but I have managed to maintain it though it’s very hard.

There was a time when I was hurt and would come and cry infront of you so that you see my pain but I realized in this world even when you are broken the most, nobody cares, because everyone is going through staff. Some die silently, some speak out , some commit suicide, some take their frustrations on some just to ease their pains, some run mad and end up in the streets. That made me stronger and that taught me, you don’t live for people but you live for you.


You might try to please them, to show them how nice you are, to help them, do everything for them but they will still refuse to appreciate you and you can’t force them to. They choose to believe what they want even when they know the truth, they will still choose a lie.

I have done my part and I tap myself on my back and say I’m proud of me because if I had fallen into everything that life was throwing at me. I would have gone a long time ago.

I turned so many painful moments into joy, my misfortunes into success, my heartbreaks into songs, my condition into inspiration and that I am proud of. I did not give up so soon because I did not want to be called a Failure.

I have been a fighter all my life, standing up for myself and what I believe in because I have walked the journey of abuse for a longtime. The moment I stepped out, I told myself nobody will ever treat me like trash ever again.

I love myself so much and I do not wish to be somebody but I wish to be the best of me all the way.

I want to tell you something when I still can.

It might take forever for you to find happiness so make every moment count. You might say maybe in the future but hey who knows there might be no future for you so live now.

I no longer play pity parties for people to feel for me but I now embrace pain and turn it into something useful.

I appreciate you for following me throughout and surely I know I taught you one or / 2.

NEVER GIVE UP.

I love you!

I WILL RETURN STRONGER THAN EVER.